Panic Attacks Part 1

Panic Attacks are ugly.

I had one yesterday in public and I thought my world was about to fucking end.

Now people that know me know I do alot of fucked-up shit at times and also know that as cynical as I may be, I've got a heart as big as fucking Texas if I consider you to be "good people". You can fucking cry and whine your ass off to me in private and if it helps you get with the program, then good - consider it routine maintenance.

I haven't had routine maintenance in 12 months and the shit came to a head yesterday. All the negative bullshit this place throws at you will manifest itself sooner or later and it hit when I least expected it.

More on this later.